MUS-2025-002-02

EUGENECONRRR

from Airing Out the Aries

Year
2025
Duration
5:04
Track
#2

EUGENECONRRR is a reference to her guy at the time's spam which he would look at my profiles with. This was confirmed when I asked her about it, she didn't know genuinely, and then one time he used the name to order at Shake Shack. Anyway, this relationship with this person has evolved and devolved so many times, but this song takes specific digs of things I've learned throughout the 2-year bender. The second part of the song theatrically introduces a different bravado—the change into a less apologetic 'villain' version of myself who had enough. In the third and final part, it strips down into a very somber ballad to cut into the deepest core. At the end of it all, I addressed them personally, their ethics, their politics, their religious fallacies. All of it.

Gon' need more than 2 Heinekens My love 4 you is retiring Nothing with you has been 1-to-1 Adding that up, thinking you'd still be a dime, a 10? Mm, mm Doing that back and forth, switching your side again? Don't know what you see in that guy He's a bum, I could never be your type As for me: I'm a dog, a canine You still miss how I held your waistline, uh Don't know what you see in that guy (that guy) He's a bum, I could never be your type As for me: I'm a dog, a canine (I'm a dog) You still miss how I held your waistline, uh Uh, telling me I'm nearly 30 Twenties are going to waste Spent it all with some girls Rockin' a 28 waist Only for you, I would wait Just know my heart is a weight Heavier now by the day (okay) Now I'm not playing After we had our exchange (change) How are you not on his case? (case) Two months since you fucked, girl Never in the mood, that's a shame (that's a shame) Every month you were with me You was worried 'bout being late Apple Pay for the Plan B and you pocketed all the change You was his first, right? Don't wanna be forthright After that he went to church, right? Fuck that, I'm at Seton Hall with a girl hoping I'll see him here Crashing out in the same way he's done before with a steering wheel Sent a text to himself just to shift the blame, it's a little weird Got that repealed, lay it out for ya, here's the deal Gon' need more than 2 Heinekens My love 4 you is retiring Nothing with you has been 1-to-1 Adding that up, thinking you'd still be a dime, a 10? Mm, mm Doing that back and forth, switching your side again? Don't know what you see in that guy He's a bum, I could never be your type As for me: I'm a dog, a canine You still miss how I held your waistline, uh Don't know what you see in that guy (that guy) He's a bum, I could never be your type As for me: I'm a dog, a canine (I'm a dog) You still miss how I held your waistline, uh I put her in some Lulu, so I had to switch to Alo Heard her man's at Hurley, I won't see him I'm so shallow, baby I don't think I'll see my opps in any places that I go I was in the Ritz, baby, in the Ritz Texting that she's thinking of me when she flicks She's not in my state, but she'll take the trip If it's not on FaceTime, she'll send me pics That's not even close to my only bitch Hate saying that word But love itself is a curse Tired of making it work There's much more to the world Had to change my goals when these hoes wouldn't have me Rather keep the Trump guys, MAGA at the rally Red hat, red hat, red All you Trump supporters are just better off dead to me Fuck Trump, ayy Fuck Trump, Fuck Trump Fuck Trump, ayy Fuck Trump JC, they're using your name in vain Name in vain They're causing too much pain They wanna paint me a way Have me framed, all on display Feeling is hard to shake They want me to fall, they want me to break It's not okay Cause they're lying on your name Do they even pray? Do they even pray? They're in the dark and they run to the Lighthouse, think they're safe Bible study every week, have they even read a page? I highly doubt that's the case, the things they say Telling me to kill myself, what if I said okay? JC, I'll pray for Jay For the other guy, I hope he'll have to pay Pay for his ways That's all I'll say That's all I'll say

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